I believe the $50 million settlement is in my bank for the infringement on my rights civil, constitutional, human universal rights and lack of due process and the wrongful violence of all kinds is inflicted at me.
Virginia if you see it in the SUN then it is so. Well Virginia I checked my bank and it is not there. I have not seen it written in the paper and I still have no key to a shelter called a house of my own, many other things which I will not drag out in the Facebook.
I will say Virginia that I also realize that I am not engaged, married, have no children birthed adopted or c-sectioned; and no one is trying to get pregnant, not now and definitely not time before. Needless to say no one is utilizing IVF when they do not have health insurance and after going through violence have yet to see a doctor official. That people that understand what it takes to raise a child do not have children that they can not afford to care for with things they need such as shelter, food, clothes, health insurance, etc. Because I have always received annual physicals and maintained my health I know I do not have HIV AIDS, or TB; I know my health status and how people try to jeopardize it.
Virginia there are many things I realize like I AM NOT NOR ANYONE IN MY FAMILY ARE NOT TEST MONKEY FOR AN ILL INTENTIONED PERSON(S). MOST DEFINITELY AM NOT IN THE MILITARY AND THAT I HAVE NO NOBLE PRIZE OR OTHER AWARDS THAT COME WITH MONEY THAT BUYS SHELTERS CALLED HOMES AND CARS, OR AT THE VERY LEAST USUALLY A GOOD MEAL AND A FANCY SCULPTURE. I AM MOST DEFINITELY NOT A WHORE, NOT A CALL GIRL, NOT A PROSTITUTE, NOT A STRIPPER, NOT A POLE DANCER, NOT HAVING AFFAIRS WITH MARRIED MEN OR WOMEN, HAVING FRIENDS THAT ARE GAY DOES NOT MAKE ME GAY AND DATING NOR HAVING SEX WITH THEM OR ANYONE THAT ENTERS MY APARTMENT SUCH AS MY BROTHER, MOST DEFINITELY NOT A PART OF THE LGBTQ COMMUNITY I REALIZE THEY HAVE RIGHTS JUST LIKE ME AND IT IS NEVER FUN OR FUNNY WHEN THEY ARE NOT RESPECTED OR VIOLATED, WITH PEOPLE THAT DO NOT RESPECT YOUR BOUNDARIES, NOT A RECREATIONAL DRUG USER, DO NOT ABUSE ALCOHOL OR PEOPLE YOUNG OR OLD, That I am not Mexican, Hispanic, Irish, Roman Catholic, Morman, Or a priest. I know what keeping kosher is about along with veganism; I also know what racism and sexual harassment and assault look and feel like. That there are many ill intentioned people that will smile at you while they inflict violence. Not having living parents does not mean you get to throw me to the wolves and do whatever you like to me. wedding dresses for pregnant brides
YES I KNOW WHAT I WENT THROUGH THE LAST 7 YEARS, MY WHOLE LIFE EVEN IF NO ONE ELSE DOES, BUT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE TO BEAR WITNESS TO ALL EVENTS EVEN IF IT IS JUST A FEW OR A FEW MILLION. VIRGINIA THERE ARE THINGS YOU CAN NOT SEE THAT CAN HURT YOU AND ARE CRIMES THAT GET COMMITTED THAT NO ONE SEES AND THEY HURT YOU TOO; THERE ARE THINGS THAT YOU CAN NOT SEE THAT ARE WORTH WHILE AND NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT THEM SUCH AS LOVE THAT PEOPLE HAVE FOR ONE ANOTHER AND THE EXPRESSIONS OF THAT LOVE OR CARE IS NOT A COMMODITY THAT IS WHAT MAINTAINS OUR HUMANITY. When people do not give you the respect of privacy they extinguish that humanity called love and respect; after all it is not a job no one is paying me and I have no money so I am not working at anything including sex or love.
Your health and hard work to keep it is made visible, but your private pain whether physical or mental and emotional is not always visible.
NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO HURT, ABUSE OR USE YOU.
That this is America and I am one of its citizens. I know what my annual salary was at the state university with benefits and how it would have increased and the interest that I would have earned on my savings if I did not need to use them to live because I had people trying to extinguish my life; what my monthly take home pay was and my promising future before someone intentionally interrupted without a care about me.
Do not go on a shopping spree until you check your balance. Your Debt card will smack you into reality along with the bank teller giving you your account balance. The store will not let you out with their goods.
I AM STILL LOOKING FOR THAT $50 million dollar cash settlement, NOT BECAUSE MY BELIFE SYSTEM IS FAULTY OR I LACK FAITH OR BECAUSE I AM A BAD OR UGLY PERSON THAT IS MISSRABLE AND LACKS JOY, OR BECAUSE I DO NOT PLANNOR MAKE BAD CHOICES OR I COME FROM A BAD FAMILY ON THE WRONG SIDE OF TOWN, OR BECAUSE OF MY CULTURAL OR GENETIC ANCESTRY BUT BECAUSE I HAVE A MORAL COMPASS AND MY BANK ACCOUNT SMACKS ME INTO REALITY WITH NASTY RACIST SEXIST NAZIS AND VIOLENT IGNORANT GREEDY INDIFFERENT PEOPLE THAT I DEAL WITH WHETHER I WANT TO OR NOT.
Balance everything accordingly. Never stop believing in the goodness of life and be careful not to blame people for the injustices directed at them as if it was their fault for the poor choices that others made for them or directed towards them. Bad things happen to good caring people of all walks of life and I never shame and blame them for it, nor do I consider them low lying fruit or easy prey. Nor do I ever try to manipulate people into believing that the nasty horrible things that someone experienced did not happen to them or that it was really their fault, or have people that could help that person believe that nothing happen to that person.